It's been a whilee...

And a while it has been :(
I will not lie and say I was busy, the hones truth was I forgot I had blog for a while :S
School has been amazing fun, new friendships and a special someone that really hurts cos we can't be together cos I'm moving soon again but we're just friends and he wouldn't get hurt that way. The people I have met though are amazing and we all click so well with one another its a little freaky :S
Fate aye? O's are impending and I don't think it'd be very long til they do arrive :S
My dad is coming back soon too! :) In 15 days! I'm so glad and I think mum would be too, She's getting major mood swings now, an it's driving me crazy :(
Tomorrow most of my class friends and I are gonna head down to City Hall and Have a massive game of Truth Or Dare :))

For those of you who think its lame, UP YOURS!
We started playing it in class and i was quite hilarious and who knows what dares might come out in public, besides the fact its a good way of stress but it'd be nice to hang out all together especially after a horrible week.

So I will try haha to blog more :P
Ciao

Did you miss me?

Well I'm back after a long and eventful holiday and after many weeks of not posting in my blog, I think it'd be necessary to post one now :]

Righto, I shall begin with the days before the 28th November, Friday, Hmm it was pretty ordinary living with myself, I'd be bored and alone most of the whole day and pretty much had packed my luggage a entire week before flying off!

28th November Friday, flew by and before I knew it I was on my way to the airport with matching outfit and luggage. Rather excited I was not able to get to a state of peace on the plane although it was a midnight flight departing Singapore at 11:30pm and due to arrive in the Brisbane at 8:50am. I would watch the first ten minutes of the movies and switch it to another. I was far too excited and suddenly I didn't realise but I fell asleep. Of course I didn't realise til I woke up but it felt like a black out :S Yeh not a good feeling.

The plane was about to land and usual turbulance and i felt stranger, I felt my head was about to pop, Never had that feeling before in all my times of travels and I sure as sugar don't want that feeling ever again. We landed safely though and I felt fine, went through customs and luggage collection smoothly and made my way to the clear screen automated doors out to my home land. Katie greeted me with her Dad, John, and her 7 year old brother Daniel. We still couldn't believe we were actually in front of each. She hasn't changed a bit, still was the gorgeous person she was before I left.

We were speechless for a moment but it wasn't for long as we started talking like old times again and I got to breathe fresh Aussie air again as we walked out. God it felt so good. So it's an hour's drive back to the Gold Coast and Katie lives in the Ormeau part and she told me she planned a surprise party for the night just for me. How sweet was that?! I could go straight in to party!

We arrived at the house around 9:45am and gosh even though I was so tired, I felt like Superman :P I greeted everyone Her mother, Jenny, and her older brother, Andrew, and Her other older brother I met the day after but I met her baby brother of 7 months Luke and he is so gorgeous. He has the most beautiful blue eyes you have ever seen. I gave them their pressies that they loved and settled in taking a shower and changing as Jodie and Midda (Jodie's boyfriend at the time) rocked up and caught up. It was so good to see them and well we decided to go for a walk to the shops, Coles which wasn't far from the park. When we got to the park and playground it started pouring with rain and there was only one gazibo and it wasn't long til the rain started to come in from all sides of the gazibo. Katie and I couldn't hack it and we were like yeh we're gonna sprint it to Coles. BAD IDEA. The rain pelted so hard on our backs as we ran, by the time we actually got to Coles it stopped raining! THANKS GOD! We looked like we just jumped into the pool with our clothes on and god it was so freezing walking into the airconditioning and having most people give you a smirk as they saw you walk by. It was the best though.

So we walked back and Jenny, Jodie and Midda had a good laugh and we got ready for the night but before that we went to Eagles Boys to pick up some pizza as Kirri rocked up. She hasn't changed a bit either, always the motherly one, such a beautiful girl. Midda drove us to Eagle Boys and oh my god it was the freaky-est drive of my life. Jodie was up front and Kate, Kirri and I sat in the back. He doesn't even use his indicator! & OMG we went around the freaking round-a-bout 4 times! Was crazy but fun as! So yeh we had pizza and got back got ready for the party and Darcy and he brought two mate of his Josh and Brochie (or something like that) At around 7pm. Josh was a bit of a hottie and Kate had her eye on him I just was catching up with mates and Kate me and Josh decided to go swimming.

It was freezing, Summer days as nice and warm with cool winds, but summer nights are cold as winter days. There major flirting going on so I left the two of em some privacy and Hope rocked up. Hope is one of the best, She's heaps of fun. Was so funny, we all knew Kate was gonna hook up with Josh so Jodie, Darcy, Hope, Kirri and Me sneaked up to them but Hope blew our cover when she tripped over a brick.

So yeah that was that and we all got back inside and chugged a whole bottle of pepsi then offed the lights and played spin the bottle. And when Josh spun it, it would land on me and i was sitting next to Katie and was like omg, but Katie was like nah it cool. (Was just a fling) Then yeh oh Midda! God he's a flirt and I found out so much bout him and well I've gotta post in the next post more on my other days but god the bottle landed on me when he spun it. So yeh as order goes he kisses me and he pulled back and leaned in again and was like "And another one?" I was like look out! And he did this when Jodie went to the toilet! Like OMG. So yeh then that was that and the boys went home and the girls stayed the night and we were chatting like old times and Jodie was telling me how there was a rumour going round that Jackson ex said that Midda and her hooked up and how Jodie felt so lost and didn't know what to do. Then we fell asleep at like 1:30am and OMG was so funny, We were sleeping in the pool room with the futtons on the floor and hope had one futton all to herself and Katie was lying beside me and Jodie was beside Katie and Kirri's head was like opposite from mine and I was like sleeping in a right angle with my body on the floor and my legs straight up against the couch. Was the funniest positions ever! So we woke up the next morning and I shall post more in the next blog, this one is getting far too long! Ciao!

Oh That was at the Singapore Airport Terminal 3, leaving to Oz. I Had no idea he was doing that.

Time can be a bitch

Oh god, I have been bored out of my brains waiting for the time to pass by because,,

I HAVE THE PLANE TICKET! IT'S BOOKED! I'VE SPOKEN AND SETTLED TO KATIE!

All I have to do now is pack and wait til the 28th :[ Of November.
What a drag! I'm feeling all the excitement now, I haven't slept since last Sunday!

The other day I called Katie just tell her the flight number and the arrival time but we ended up talking for an hour! I was alone at home but when the phone bill comes, I'm dead :S

I hope a month will go by fast, but my 2 week stay in Goldie will last forever :D
I just can't wait! And the bes thing is 2 whole weeks ALONE with my BESTEST ever mates. The Beach, Harbour town, Westifield, Surfers Paradise, DREAMWORLD
Who could ever ask for more?

Artwork by James Jirat Patradoon. Lovely Artist. Check him out.

ANOTHER RANDOM THING

UZBEKISTAN...
My Dad will be going there and living there for 2 months because he is going to be teaching there.

For 2 months! :[ I'm gonna miss him.
He's leaving on the 3rd of November and returning after the 22nd of December!
I would have gone and come back from Goldie and he still would be there!
But I'm happy for him!

Right now, I'm doing my fashion design,
Working tomorrow, So happy to get out of the house but I'm only working for 2 days
:P Have to get a new phone too!
I drowned my phone accidentally on the way to yoga the other day :[

Going phone shopping on Sunday,
I'll keep this updated :]
Til next time, Ciao!

Head Over Heels in Happiness..

I have been exactly that for about 2 and 1/2 weeks now. And well, I have 10 glorious reasons to be! Shall I state them all? Righto;

1. 8 days til exams! And well I'm so prepared and excited, not nervous at all, looking forward to it.
2. 12 days til end of school! I will no longer be in Ftpss!
3. 11 days til my sweet 16th. A wonderful age. I'm going to a Malaysian Waterfall on the Saturday to celebrate.
4. 10 days til Hari Raya, a splendid time, I'm wearing Green this year :].
5. Looking forward to my first ever job! I plan to work full time at Forever 21, my favourite brand and well, FREE CLOTHES :P What more could a girl want? Not quite interested in money, I just want the experience..
6. Looking forward to....VISITING KATIE AT THE END OF THE YEAR!!!! Omg I'm so happy about that. 1 whole week by myself in my home country with my besties! Who could ask for more?
7. I'm so excited to go to MDIS next year! No uniform! New friends!
8. Hanging out with my mates on the holidays! Catching up and making new memories hehe
9.I love my room now, I did super cleaning, giving away almost all my stuff to Salvation Army, and only keeping the stuff I need for next year and this year. Makes it easier to move in 2010.
10. I LOVE MY LIFE :] and I can't wait for New Year's!

Hehe, Its great being this happy. I haven't been this happy since living in Australia and it's great to feel that same feeling again. And no one or nothing can upset me. I love it!

Mickey and myself in Melbourne last year. I love this picture because of the wonderful colours :P

Understanding..

I haven't written in here for a while and I guess its about time to...

Things have been pretty steady and cruising smoothly. I know I have done my study and I'm ready (not sounding over confident) for exams.
I have a greater understanding on some issues now and I'm happy that I found it out for myself.

For one, I am no longer crushing on some guy. Hehe its playful and there's nothing wrong in that, I just no longer feel like I need to like someone. If god wants to send someone for me, then that's his wish, but he isn't sending currently so.. I'm not falling for anyone right now. And I'm happy that way.

My goals in future are clearer and more precise, and I'm so excited to go to MDIS next year and to have my first ever job during the 3 month holiday and to visit Katie during Christmas.

When you have so many things to be happy about, why think of the sad? Wouldn't everyone be happier if they thought about the things they have and be grateful instead of being upset over something they don't have.
If any of this is being hypocritical of myself (Which I strongly doubt) then I apologise. I have changed myself for what I believe is the better.

Sometimes people do feel sad, its inevitable, and its always easier to let the bad memories and thoughts take over your mind, But if you can help yourself change one or forget one bad moment each day, you'd be a much better person to yourself and others.

My faith and belief in God has strengthened during the past 2 weeks and I didn't realise. I have always been grateful for whatever I have but sometimes I do neglect and reflecting back now, it was foolish but hey, Humans were made to make mistakes so we can learn from them, Life after all is a learning journey and the challenges you face along the way are opportunities for you to apply your knowledge. If you are wrong or you fall, everybody falls, its your choice whether you want to get back up and try again with a different method or to just lie there.

I watched a movie today, 'A Walk to Remember' starring Shane West and Mandy Moore. Its an incredible movie that teaches you above true love, and having total faith and understanding in the Lord. There are also songs that Mandy Moore sang for and during the movie which are just beautiful, like 'Only Hope' and 'Cry'. And there is one quote in the movie that I love and I'll end this post with that;

Love is always patient and kind, and is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and it is not resentful.

Bummed

I can't even bear to look at myself anymore. I'm a failure. No question about it and I hate it when people compare my results with their own. Okay, I know I did better than some but still, I have a very different way of looking at marks etc, because I know I have a much higher expectation for myself and my parents have the same on me as well... I just failed my maths by 7%... Feels like 7000%... I don't understand. I worked so hard and I tried my best, It's just not enough.... I just can't get myself out of the thought, Should I give up?


It was Elyas' birthday on Sunday the 17th and it was Mum's on Tuesday the 19th and here are some pictures we took when we went out on Sunday to celebrate...

Perhaps, Too Happy to express...

I can honestly say, I am happy beyond any descriptive words could ever express :] and I have no idea why. Isn't that the strangest ever, I have exams and what not but I am just so happy.
However class today was so boring I fell asleep and well I've finished my art, just need to stick down the pictures on one measly prep board but Hah! No a problem at all mate!

I'm ecstatic, still, about visiting Katie during Christmas or perhaps earlier. I can't stop thinking about and about MDIS. I'm rather excited for that too despite leaving some of my friends behind but I can always keep in contact. I'm quite used to it now.

On a different note...
Have you ever wondered how friendship works? It's rather extraordinary but a beautiful friendship is always unique. That's what makes it beautiful.

First you meet a stranger, and begin small talk.
Small talk tends to ease itself to serious talk or personal talk, then you and the strange tend to relate on personal agendas.
You are then amazed that the both of you have something or sometimes more things in common with each other than ever and begin to feel excited.
Then one of you has to leave. And the whole time you have seen each other, you'd been judging each other mentally until you do see each other again.
Eventually the both of you meet again and begin to hang out with each other more until it becomes like a natural instinct to hang out with each.
THEN COMES THE FIRST FIGHT...over some boy/girl, pen/pencil, behaviour/ gossip/ secret...
It's bound to happen.
Then we the both of you talk it out and about 2 days later, You wouldn't believe the both of you were fighting over something so small. The friendship grows stronger and stronger by each passing fight and moment together until you're no longer friends with each other, more like a family so much so that you can be no one else but yourself to each other.


But what I don't understand about the Asian society is that most of the time, the strangers won't approach you.. Instead you have to approach them...

WHY NOT TAKE THE CHANCE WHILE YOU HAVE ONE?Go my photography :P