Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Did you miss me?
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
Time can be a bitch
Oh god, I have been bored out of my brains waiting for the time to pass by because,,
I HAVE THE PLANE TICKET! IT'S BOOKED! I'VE SPOKEN AND SETTLED TO KATIE!
All I have to do now is pack and wait til the 28th :[ Of November.
What a drag! I'm feeling all the excitement now, I haven't slept since last Sunday!
The other day I called Katie just tell her the flight number and the arrival time but we ended up talking for an hour! I was alone at home but when the phone bill comes, I'm dead :S
I hope a month will go by fast, but my 2 week stay in Goldie will last forever :D
I just can't wait! And the bes thing is 2 whole weeks ALONE with my BESTEST ever mates. The Beach, Harbour town, Westifield, Surfers Paradise, DREAMWORLD
Who could ever ask for more?
ANOTHER RANDOM THING
UZBEKISTAN...
My Dad will be going there and living there for 2 months because he is going to be teaching there.
For 2 months! :[ I'm gonna miss him.
He's leaving on the 3rd of November and returning after the 22nd of December!
I would have gone and come back from Goldie and he still would be there!
But I'm happy for him!
Right now, I'm doing my fashion design,
Working tomorrow, So happy to get out of the house but I'm only working for 2 days
:P Have to get a new phone too!
I drowned my phone accidentally on the way to yoga the other day :[
Going phone shopping on Sunday,
I'll keep this updated :]
Til next time, Ciao!
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Head Over Heels in Happiness..
I have been exactly that for about 2 and 1/2 weeks now. And well, I have 10 glorious reasons to be! Shall I state them all? Righto;
1. 8 days til exams! And well I'm so prepared and excited, not nervous at all, looking forward to it.
2. 12 days til end of school! I will no longer be in Ftpss!
3. 11 days til my sweet 16th. A wonderful age. I'm going to a Malaysian Waterfall on the Saturday to celebrate.
4. 10 days til Hari Raya, a splendid time, I'm wearing Green this year :].
5. Looking forward to my first ever job! I plan to work full time at Forever 21, my favourite brand and well, FREE CLOTHES :P What more could a girl want? Not quite interested in money, I just want the experience..
6. Looking forward to....VISITING KATIE AT THE END OF THE YEAR!!!! Omg I'm so happy about that. 1 whole week by myself in my home country with my besties! Who could ask for more?
7. I'm so excited to go to MDIS next year! No uniform! New friends!
8. Hanging out with my mates on the holidays! Catching up and making new memories hehe
9.I love my room now, I did super cleaning, giving away almost all my stuff to Salvation Army, and only keeping the stuff I need for next year and this year. Makes it easier to move in 2010.
10. I LOVE MY LIFE :] and I can't wait for New Year's!
Hehe, Its great being this happy. I haven't been this happy since living in Australia and it's great to feel that same feeling again. And no one or nothing can upset me. I love it!
Mickey and myself in Melbourne last year. I love this picture because of the wonderful colours :P
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Sunday, August 31, 2008
Understanding..
I haven't written in here for a while and I guess its about time to...
Things have been pretty steady and cruising smoothly. I know I have done my study and I'm ready (not sounding over confident) for exams.
I have a greater understanding on some issues now and I'm happy that I found it out for myself.
For one, I am no longer crushing on some guy. Hehe its playful and there's nothing wrong in that, I just no longer feel like I need to like someone. If god wants to send someone for me, then that's his wish, but he isn't sending currently so.. I'm not falling for anyone right now. And I'm happy that way.
My goals in future are clearer and more precise, and I'm so excited to go to MDIS next year and to have my first ever job during the 3 month holiday and to visit Katie during Christmas.
When you have so many things to be happy about, why think of the sad? Wouldn't everyone be happier if they thought about the things they have and be grateful instead of being upset over something they don't have.
If any of this is being hypocritical of myself (Which I strongly doubt) then I apologise. I have changed myself for what I believe is the better.
Sometimes people do feel sad, its inevitable, and its always easier to let the bad memories and thoughts take over your mind, But if you can help yourself change one or forget one bad moment each day, you'd be a much better person to yourself and others.
My faith and belief in God has strengthened during the past 2 weeks and I didn't realise. I have always been grateful for whatever I have but sometimes I do neglect and reflecting back now, it was foolish but hey, Humans were made to make mistakes so we can learn from them, Life after all is a learning journey and the challenges you face along the way are opportunities for you to apply your knowledge. If you are wrong or you fall, everybody falls, its your choice whether you want to get back up and try again with a different method or to just lie there.
I watched a movie today, 'A Walk to Remember' starring Shane West and Mandy Moore. Its an incredible movie that teaches you above true love, and having total faith and understanding in the Lord. There are also songs that Mandy Moore sang for and during the movie which are just beautiful, like 'Only Hope' and 'Cry'. And there is one quote in the movie that I love and I'll end this post with that;
Love is always patient and kind, and is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and it is not resentful.
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
Bummed
I can't even bear to look at myself anymore. I'm a failure. No question about it and I hate it when people compare my results with their own. Okay, I know I did better than some but still, I have a very different way of looking at marks etc, because I know I have a much higher expectation for myself and my parents have the same on me as well... I just failed my maths by 7%... Feels like 7000%... I don't understand. I worked so hard and I tried my best, It's just not enough.... I just can't get myself out of the thought, Should I give up?
It was Elyas' birthday on Sunday the 17th and it was Mum's on Tuesday the 19th and here are some pictures we took when we went out on Sunday to celebrate...
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Perhaps, Too Happy to express...
I can honestly say, I am happy beyond any descriptive words could ever express :] and I have no idea why. Isn't that the strangest ever, I have exams and what not but I am just so happy.
However class today was so boring I fell asleep and well I've finished my art, just need to stick down the pictures on one measly prep board but Hah! No a problem at all mate!
I'm ecstatic, still, about visiting Katie during Christmas or perhaps earlier. I can't stop thinking about and about MDIS. I'm rather excited for that too despite leaving some of my friends behind but I can always keep in contact. I'm quite used to it now.
On a different note...
Have you ever wondered how friendship works? It's rather extraordinary but a beautiful friendship is always unique. That's what makes it beautiful.
First you meet a stranger, and begin small talk.
Small talk tends to ease itself to serious talk or personal talk, then you and the strange tend to relate on personal agendas.
You are then amazed that the both of you have something or sometimes more things in common with each other than ever and begin to feel excited.
Then one of you has to leave. And the whole time you have seen each other, you'd been judging each other mentally until you do see each other again.
Eventually the both of you meet again and begin to hang out with each other more until it becomes like a natural instinct to hang out with each.
THEN COMES THE FIRST FIGHT...over some boy/girl, pen/pencil, behaviour/ gossip/ secret...
It's bound to happen.
Then we the both of you talk it out and about 2 days later, You wouldn't believe the both of you were fighting over something so small. The friendship grows stronger and stronger by each passing fight and moment together until you're no longer friends with each other, more like a family so much so that you can be no one else but yourself to each other.
But what I don't understand about the Asian society is that most of the time, the strangers won't approach you.. Instead you have to approach them...
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Monday, August 4, 2008
Dr Love helped me smile :]
I'm feeling much better now after that little breakdown I had the other day. I feel happier and somewhat relaxed. I know I can make it for my exams and other things that are happening right now and I'm just about finished my Art coursework.
I'm ready for the exams and I can't wait 'til I see Katie again. She texted me the other day. Hehe She was reading our old 'letters without stamps' (Sorta like passing notes in class :P Since our A'hole of a Maths teacher Mr Lynch banded us from speaking :[ How could a girl survive?) and She cried. Awwww. What a darl.. :] So coincidentally the day before I was looking through our old photos.
Oh my, we are both feeling so nostalgic. :P
&&&& Sigh I'm truly taken by him. Not so much so that I know I would get hurt, bbbbuuutttt..... I really like him :[ sigh. Despite what people say, to me, he looks like a darl. :]
Hehe I wrote a song a few weeks ago and its perfect. Its a fun-loving song for like clubs ya know :] I don't write sad songs :P Not my style..
Anyways here it goes...
It's called Speechless...
'Cause every time I see those eyes, You make me oh so shy
I wanna spill it out, But I wouldn't know what to say
I wanna shout it out, But I wouldn't know how
'Cause you've got me so speechless now..
That's right, You've got me tongue tied and twisted,
You've got me spinning in my mind.
You've got dizzy and clumsy,
When I see you smile.
You've got me so speechless now,
Yeah, You've got me so speechless now.
It's funny how you make me smile on rainy days,
The simple thought of you turns me upside down,
I wanna spill it out, But I wouldn't know what to say,
I wanna shout it out, right now....
'Cause you've got me so speechless now...
I'm tongued tied and twisted,
I'm spinning in my mind,
I'm dizzy and clumsy,
When I see that smile.
You've got me so Speechless now :]
Still working on the bridge
Sighh. I'm a happy chappy. :]
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