Just A lil' Lovey Dovey ;]

Besides the stress of upcoming exams, coursework, my busy home life and the lethargy, Today was pretty awesome :] I liked today.
Haha, the previous night, I had kickboxing and hot yoga (That is yoga in a 37 degrees celcius room) after school and I came home at about 10pm.
THE COURSEWORK DEADLINE IS THE END OF THIS WEEK. So I'm stressing my arse off, staying up til 2:45AM doing prep. I had to wake up at 5AM by the way >:[

So I was 75% asleep in the morning of school but as PE came around the corner, my fellow energetic friend, Jac, boosted my energy half way to heaven and I remained that way til I slept soundly in English :]

<2007 Melbourne Art trip. I have a huge smile :]

So Yeah I decided I like Guy C :] and well even though I've heard some bad stuff about him, I'm not really disheartened. Shouldn't listen to other's judgments blindly. He had PE today the same time as me and perhaps I may be dreaming but was he staring at lil' ol' me? ;P But then again, I MUST BE DREAMING :'[

Sigh, I'm not looking for a relationship and not so head over heels for someone, I'm content and well to me, thats wonderful :]

A Day out....

Friday I crashed forehead against forehead with Mickey. Quite hilarious actually, We were playing Dodge Ball for PE and well.. Mickey and I were facing each other. We ran straight into each others forehead and immediately a lump the size of half a ping pong ball formed centre of my forehead. Nothing happened to Mickey though. Thank god.

I couldn't stop laughing about it even though it hurt like hell, and people called me crazy because of that. It swelled pretty badly, but my friends, Jolyn, Jac, Winnie and little brothers Marcus and Nicky and little sister Eli, all took good care of me.

A day after rubbing medicinal oil and ointment, the swelling spread down to the bridge of my eyebrows, and turned my eye bags blue-black. No make-up could hide it.
But I don't care. Still hurts like hell though :S


So it was a day out and I needed it, stress relief and a great friend to spend it with. Winnie. It was her 18th birthday on Saturday and I gave her present today.
I was looking forward to this day for ages, and well it takes a bad morning to ruin it all.

Don't get me wrong now, I had a ball with Winnie, She's loads of fun but a certain someone made me so upset before I left the house.

Winnie cheered me up and we went to the movie, Batman the Dark Knight, In memory of the late Heath Ledger.
We booked the ticket and the seats for the 2:15pm show and the Transvestite of a sales 'shemale' gave us the wrong timing >:[ 12:15 but Winnie and I didn't realise until the end of the movie. WE MISSED OUT ON LIKE HALF THE MOVIE! THANK YOU SHEMALE

But we still had a great time, Went to Swensens, took some piccies went shopping.

A neoprint
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All was great till we took a rest at Starbucks. I recieved a phone call from a certain someone demanding my return home even though I said I'd be Home at 8:30pm
I couldn't the stress. I just wanted one day away from meetings, studies, school family, and I wasn't allowed.
Is that so selfish of me?

Sigh, tomorrow is another day..

O-M-G....

Well June holidays has come and gone...I was so busy during that month it was crazy and I couldn't keep up with this blog. I don't need to elaborate much on the holidays because nothing quite interesting there. But once school started, so did several other dramas.


Well it wouldn't be nice to air one's dirty linen out but I can surely say that July has not been as pleasant as it could have been. Yes I was upset but a few good friends helped me through.


Sigh now I have Love issues. Actually I wouldn't call them Love It's more like a crush but not sure who I'm crushing on.

So the story goes;

I used to like this guy (A) earlier this year and well, He is a hottie. =] But I don't personally know him. A friend of mine and myself noticed that he would look straight at me for a long period of time then look away, However, I thought that I was being delusional and after a while I gave up on liking him. I was furthermore turned off liking him when I saw a former friend flirt with him practically right in front of me even though she knew I liked him before.


Recently there was guy (B). He is a friend of mine and a shy one at that. I never quite knew why but I always found him to be a nice guy and he is, and so I got to know him a little better and well, He is such a nice guy, I thought I had a crush. But the littlest ever. Before my feelings grew, I found out her had a girlfriend and well I never told him anything and being a good friend, I gracefully bowed out. =P


Most recent is guy (C). I was playing soccer the other day for P.E. with some classmates and few others from other class joined in. I had a ball and well (C) was playing in the game, and He was very active which is very active in a man, and well I just saw him as a person that day. Now I notice he looks at me more than occasionally and well I've even caught him a few times trying to smile at me but I wouldn't do anything back. I'm too afraid that I may delusional again or I might embarrass myself.

Then well I started to get mixed feeling for (A) and (C). Feelings for (A) sorta came back slightly when a friend of mine told me some information which shall be disclosed .


GRRR. I just don't know. I don't want to like anyone but they are stuck in my head =/
Help?